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found Him, I would say to Him: “My Jesus, how is it for
the entire morning You made me make my Round and make

my Round in order to find You, and You are here? You could
have told me at least, for I would not have gotten so worked
up. My sweet Good, my dear Life, take a look at how tired
I am, I feel I have no more strengths, I feel faint O please!

sustain me in Your arms for I feel myself dying.” And so
Jesus would take me in His arms and would make me rest;

and while resting, I would feel my strengths being restored.

Other times, in this hiding of Jesus and my making my
Round in search of Him, when He would make Himself felt

inside of me and then come out from within me, I would find
not Jesus alone, but all Three Divine Persons now in the
form of three children, Gracious and immensely Beautiful,

now with one single body and three distinct heads, but
resembling each other, all three of them attractive.

Who can say my contentment? Especially when I would

see the Three Children, and I could hold all Three of Them in
my arms. I would kiss now One, now Another, and receive
Their kisses; now One would lean on my shoulder, Another

on the other shoulder, and Another would remain in front of
me. And while delighting in Them, I would go about looking
at Them and, to my amazement, from Three I would find One.

Another amazement for me, when I would be with these
Three Children, was that each One would weigh as much as

the Three of Them together. I would feel as much love for
One of these Children, as for all Three of Them together;
each one of Them attracted me in the same way.
In order to finish speaking about these Marriages, I had

to skip over a few things, for I was following the thread; and
now I will tell them.

Going back to the beginning, when Jesus would deign to
come, He would speak to me very often about His Passion,
and would take care of disposing my soul to the imitation of

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