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answer: “You have no permission from God; on the contrary,
to your annoyance I want to live, so as to be able to love my

God more.” If then they beat me and hit me, I was to humble
myself, kneel and thank my God, because this was happening
as a penance for my sins; not only this, but to offer everything
as acts of reparation for all the offenses against God that were

given in the world.

Lastly, an ugly temptation that lasted for a short while
was that, after being in continuous contact with demons so
ugly for about one and a half years, I would become pregnant
and deliver a little demon with horns. My imagination would

breed itself in such a way, that I saw myself in a horrible
bewilderment in the face of what people would say about me,
because of such an awful event.

Finally, after about one and a half years of this fight, the
cruelties of the demons ceased, and a whole New Life began,
although the demons did not stop molesting me from time to

time. However, it was not so frequent, the battle was not so
fierce, and I became used to despising them.

The New Life that began was at the Farm called “Torre
Disperata”. One day, while more than ever I had been
tormented by the devil, to the point that I felt myself losing
my strengths and fainting, around evening, while I was in this

state, I felt I was having a deadly fit and I lost consciousness.
In that state, I saw Jesus Christ surrounded by many

Enemies some were beating Him, some were slapping Him,
some were driving thorns into His head, some were breaking
His legs, some His arms. After they reduced Him almost to
pieces, they put Him in the arms of the Madonna; and this

happened not too far from me. After the Most Holy Virgin
took Him in Her arms, She drew near me, and crying, She
said to me: “Daughter, see how My Son is treated by men

the horrible offenses they commit, which never give Him
respite. Look at Him, how He suffers.” And I tried to look
at Him, and I saw Him all blood, all wounds, and almost cut

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