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Fiat, It must find in you as many of Its acts for as many as It has lost?
And this is the reason for the alternation of My presence and My

Absence to give you the occasion to form many acts of submission to
My Will; to make these acts of Divine Life that others have rejected,
enter into you.

“And then, don’t you remember that when I manifested to you your
mission regarding the Eternal Fiat, I asked of you the sacrifice of

suffering as many deaths for as many creatures as were coming out to
daylight for as many as had rejected the life of My Will? Ah! My
daughter, not doing My Will is Divine Life that creatures reject. It is not
like not practicing the virtues, where they reject gems, precious stones,

ornaments, garments, that, if one does not want them, one can do
without. Rejecting My Will, instead, is to reject the means in order to
live, it is to destroy the fount of life; it is the greatest evil that can exist.

Therefore, one who does so great an evil does not deserve to live; on
the contrary, he deserves to die to all goods.

“Do you not want, then, to compensate My Will for all these lives that

creatures have cut off from It? And in order to do this, you must suffer,
not a pain, but a lack of Divine Life that is My privation. In order to form
Its Kingdom in you, My Will wants to find in you all the satisfactions that

creatures have not given to It all of Its lives that It was to make arise in
them; otherwise, It would be a Kingdom without foundation, without
giving It the rights of justice, and without the due reparations. Know,

however, that your Jesus will not leave you for too long, because I too
know that you cannot live under the press of such a hard martyrdom.”
In addition to this, I felt afflicted because, when the Reverend Father

came, who must occupy himself with the printing of the writings on the
Most Holy Will of God, he wanted to have all the writings delivered to
him, leaving me not even those whose copies he already had. So, the
thought that the most intimate things between me and Jesus were out,

and being unable even to go over again what Jesus had told me about
His Holy Will, tormented me.

And Jesus, coming back, told me: “My daughter, why do you afflict
yourself so much? You must know that what I made you write on paper,
I Myself first wrote in the depth of your soul; and then I made you put it
on paper. Even more, there are more things written in you than on the

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