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they would not do it; nor was I able to pray my beloved Jesus that He
would not allow it. Everything was silence, inside and outside of me.

Then, my lovable Jesus, moving in my interior, clasped me to Himself to
infuse in me courage and strength; and He told me: “My daughter, I do
not want you to look at what you have written as your own, but to look

at it as Mine, and as something that does not belong to you. You must
not enter into it at all; I will take care of everything. Therefore, I want
you to entrust it to My care; and as you write, I want you to give it to Me

as gift, that I may be free to do whatever I want, and you may be left
only with what you need in order to live in My Will. I have given you as
many precious gifts for as many knowledges as I have manifested to
you; and you, you want to give Me no gift?”

And I: “My Jesus, forgive me; I myself would not want to feel what I feel.
Thinking that what has passed between me and You must be known to

others makes me restless, and gives me such pain that I myself cannot
explain. Therefore, give me strength in You I abandon myself, and I
give everything to You.”

And Jesus added: “Good, My daughter. It is My Glory, the triumph of My
Will, that requires all this; but It wants It demands that Its first triumph
be over you. Aren’t you happy to become the victory, the triumph of this

Supreme Will? Do you not want, then, to make any sacrifice so that this
Supreme Kingdom may be known and possessed by creatures? I too
know that you suffer very much in seeing that after long years of

secrecy between Me and you, in which I have kept you hidden with so
much jealousy, our secrets are now coming out you feel your strong
impressions. But when it is I who want it, you too must want it;

therefore, let us be in agreement and do not worry.”

Then, after this, He made me see Reverend Father; and Jesus, being
near him, placed His holy right hand on his head to infuse in him

firmness, help and will, saying to him: “My son, hurry, do not lose time. I
will help you, I will be near you, so that everything may go well and
according to My Will. Just as I care that My Will be known, and just as I

have dictated the Writings about the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat with
paternal goodness, so will I help with the printing. I will be in the midst
of those who will occupy themselves with it, so that everything may be
regulated by Me. Therefore, hurry, hurry.”

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