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October 12, 1926

What it means to be firstborn daughter of the Divine Will. How
Jesus feels drawn by His Will to visit the soul, disposing her to be
with Him.

I felt immersed in the sea of pain of the privation of my highest Good,
Jesus, and as much as I asked for Him, going around Heaven and

earth, it was not given to me to find Him whom I so much longed for.
So, the waters of pain, swelling more and more, drowned me with
sorrows and with pain but that pain that only Jesus can give, and knows
how to give, to a poor and little heart that loves. And because it is little,

it cannot sustain all the immensity of the bitter waters of the pain of His
privation, therefore it remains drowned and oppressed, waiting for Him
whom I so much yearn and long for.

Then, while I was all oppressed, my always lovable Jesus made
Himself seen in my interior, in the midst of a cloud of light, and told me:
“Firstborn daughter of My Will, why are you so oppressed? If you think

of your great fortune, your oppression will depart from you. Do you
know what firstborn daughter of My Will means? It means first daughter
in the love of our Celestial Father, and first among all to be loved. It

means first daughter of grace, of light, first daughter of glory, first
daughter possessor of the riches of her Divine Father, first daughter of
Creation. As firstborn daughter of the Supreme Will, she contains all the

bonds, all the relations, all the rights that befit a firstborn daughter
bonds of daughtership, relations of communication to all the
dispositions of her Celestial Father, rights of possession of all His

goods.

“But all this is not all. Do you know what first daughter delivered by My
Will means? It means not only to be first in the love and in all the things

of her Creator, but to enclose within herself all the love and all the
goods of the other children. So, if the others will possess each one his
own part, she, as the firstborn, will possess, all together, the goods of

the others. And this, by right and with justice, because, as firstborn, to
her did My Will entrust everything gave everything, therefore in her is
the origin of all things, the cause for which Creation was created, the
purpose for which the Divine Action and Love entered the field. She

who was to be the firstborn daughter of Our Will was the primary cause

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