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“Therefore, the more knowledges I manifest about My Will, the more
quickly is the Kingdom of the Divine Fiat drawn upon earth.”

January 4, 1927
How each new Act of Divine Will brings a new Divine Life. How one

who wants to hear the truth, but does not want to execute it
remains burned. Hardship of the Divine Will within souls.

My poor heart was now moaning, now agonizing because of the pain of
the privation of my dear and beloved Jesus. Hours seem centuries to
me, and nights interminable without Him. Sleep escapes from my eyes.

Could I at least sleep my intense sorrow would fall asleep; maybe this
would bring me a little relief. But no; instead of sleeping, I become all
eyes and open eyes, not closed. Eyes my thoughts, that want to

penetrate to see where is Him whom I look for and do not find; eyes my
hearing, to hear who knows the soft treading of His steps, the sweet
and gentle echo of His voice. My eyes look who knows, they might see
at least the flash of His fleeting coming. Oh! how His privation costs me.

Oh! how I long for His return.

Now, while I was amid the yearnings of wanting Him, my sweet Jesus

moved in my interior, and made Himself seen inside of me, sitting at a
little table of light, all occupied and intent on looking at the whole order
of what He had manifested about His Most Holy Will whether everything

was marked, whether anything was missing, and the point He was to
reach in order to complete everything that regards His Most Holy Will.
Everything that regarded His Volition, the words, the knowledges,

assumed the image of a ray of light in the hand of Jesus, that He was
ordering on that desk of light; and He was so engrossed and occupied,
that as much as I spoke and called Him, He would not pay attention to
me. So I kept silent, contenting myself with being near Him and with

looking at Him.

Then, after a long silence, He said to me: “My daughter, when it comes

to things that regard My Will, Heaven and earth remain silent and
reverent, to be spectators of a new act of this Supreme Will. Each new
act of It brings to all one more Divine Life, one strength, one happiness,
one enrapturing beauty. Therefore, the Divine Will operating, that issues

an act from Itself, is the greatest thing that can exist in Heaven and on

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