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“Now, you must know that one who puts an end to her will, returns into
the origin from which she came, and the new life, the life of light, the
perennial life of My Will, begins in her. See, when I came upon earth, I
wanted to give many examples and similes of how I wanted the human
will to end. I wanted to be born at midnight, so as to break the night of
the human will with the refulgent day of Mine. And even though at
midnight the night continues, it does not finish, it is yet the beginning of
a new day; and My Angels, to give honour to My birth and to point out to
everyone the day of My Will, from midnight on, gladdened the vault of
the heavens with new stars and new suns, such as to turn the night into
more than daylight.
“This was the homage that the Angels gave to My little Humanity, in
which resided the full day of the Sun of My Divine Will, and the calling of
the creature into the full day of It. Still little, I submitted Myself to the so
very cruel cut of circumcision, that made Me shed bitter tears for the
pain and not only Me, but with Me cried My Mama and dear St. Joseph.
It was the cut of the human will that I wanted to make, so that creatures
might let the Divine Will flow within that cut, and so that a broken will
might have life no more but only Mine, that had run within that cut in
order to begin Its life again.
“Still little, I wanted to flee to Egypt. A tyrannical and iniquitous will
wanted to kill Me symbol of the human will that wants to kill Mine; and I
fled, in order to say to all: ‘Flee the human will, if you do not want Mine
to be killed.’ My whole life was nothing other than the calling of the
Divine Will into the human. In Egypt I lived like a stranger in the midst of
that people symbol of My Will, that they keep as though estranged
within their midst; and symbolizing that whoever wants to live in peace
and united with My Will, must live as though estranged from the human
will. Otherwise, there will always be war between the two of them they
are two irreconcilable wills.
“After My exile, I returned to My fatherland symbol of My Will that, after
Its long exile of centuries upon centuries, will return to Its dear
fatherland, into the midst of Its children in order to reign. And as I went
through these stages in My Life, I kept forming Its Kingdom in Me, and I
called It with incessant prayers, with pains and with tears, to come to
reign in the midst of creatures. I returned to My fatherland and I lived
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