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dominant; and It would suffer only if the soul did not let herself be
            served by It completely and in everything.”


            December 3, 1926
            How the Divine Will eclipses the Humanity of Jesus within the

            soul. How the human will puts distance
            The Divine Will between God and the soul. How we are rays of light

            that came out from God. How the imprisonment of Jesus is symbol
            of the prison of the human will.

            Continuing in my usual abandonment in my adorable Supreme Fiat, I

            anxiously longed for my highest Good, Jesus. In that endless light of the
            Eternal Volition, whose boundaries cannot be seen either where they
            begin, or where they end I was all eyes to see if I could catch sight of

            Him whom I so much longed for.

            And Jesus, to calm my restlessness, came out from within my interior,
            and, on seeing Him, I said to him: “My Love, how You make me

            struggle and sigh for your return You are really waiting for the moment
            when I can take no more. How clearly it shows that You no longer love
            me as before. Yet, You told me that You would love me more and more,

            and that You would never be without me; and now You leave me,
            maybe even for one entire day prey to pain and under the press of your
            privation, abandoned and all alone.”


            And Jesus, interrupting my speaking, said to me: “My daughter,
            courage, do not lose heart I do not leave you. And this is so true, that it

            is always from within your interior that I come out to spend time with
            you; and if you do not always see Me, I do this to give you the field in
            order to follow that single Act of My Will, that contains all acts together.
            “Do you not see that the light of My Supreme Volition flows from within

            your heart, from your mouth, from your eyes, from your hands, from
            your feet from all your being? And as It eclipses Me within you, you do
            not always see Me, because, being endless which My very Humanity is

            not It has the strength to eclipse Me, and I enjoy this eclipse of My
            Supreme Volition, and from within you, I see your flight, your acts in the
            Divine Fiat.





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