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have told you many times: your mission is great, there is no one who
can equal it, and highest attention is needed.”

Then, I was feeling oppressed because it had been written to me that
Reverend Father Di Francia was having the memories of my childhood

printed, as well as everything that follows; and in my sorrow I was
saying to my beloved Jesus: “My Love, look a bit at what they are doing
to me from making known what You have told me about the virtues and

about Your adorable Will, they are now putting what regards myself. At
the most, they should be doing this after my death not now. Only for me
there was this confusion and this highest sorrow; for the others no. Ah!
Jesus, give me the strength to do Your Holy Will also in this.”

And Jesus, clasping me in His arms to give me strength, all goodness,
told me: “My daughter, do not afflict yourself so much. You must know

that the other sanctities are small lights that are formed in the soul, and
these lights are subject to growing, to decreasing, and even to
becoming extinguished; therefore, it is not right to put it in print while
one is still living in time, before the light is no longer subject to

becoming extinguished by passing on to the next life. What impression
would one make, if it became known that this light no longer exists?
“On the other hand, the sanctity of living in My Will is not light, but Sun;

therefore it is not subject either to becoming poor in light, or to
becoming extinguished. Who can ever touch the sun? Who can take a
single drop of light away from it? No one. Who can extinguish one atom

of its heat? Who can make it descend even by one thousandth below its
place, from the height at which it reigns and dominates the whole earth?
No one. If there were not the Sun of My Supreme Fiat, I would not have

allowed them to be printed. But, rather, I hasten, because the good that
a sun can do cannot be done by a light.

“In fact, the good of a light is too limited, and neither is it a great good if

it is displayed, nor a great harm if it is not permitted to rise. On the other
hand, the good of the sun embraces everything, it does good to all, and
not letting it rise as early as possible is a great harm; and it is a great

good to let it rise even one day earlier. Who can tell of the good that a
sunny day can produce? Much more so with the Sun of My Eternal Will.
So, the greater the delay, the more sunny days are taken away from

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