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daughter, when you die, the whole Creation will invest you, and you will
pass into Heaven in a flash. Aren’t you happy?”
January 23, 1927
How the Divine Fiat is powerful magnet that draws God to the
creature. How the human will is more than earthquake, and how it
is exposed to all thieves.
As I continued to be more sick than usual, my sweet Jesus made
Himself seen not Himself alone, but together with the Three Divine
Persons. They all surrounded me, and I remained in Their midst, nor
could I see anything but Their Supreme Height and the immense light
that surrounded Them.
And all three of Them said to me: “We have come to make a visit to our
daughter who is sick. Our Will, more than powerful magnet, drew Us
and called Us from Heaven to make Us come to you; nor could We do
without coming to cheer she who is firstborn daughter of Our Will, and
to keep her a little company in her sufferings. The strength of Our Fiat is
irresistible for Us, and surrendering to Its strength is happiness to Us.”
Now, who can say what I felt and comprehended while being in Their
midst? I do not have the words to express myself. Then, since
obedience had told me that I should have something to eat, while I was
unable to take anything, in order to obey, before Jesus came, I had
taken a few spoonful’s of broth, and I felt it inside my throat, unable to
go down into my stomach. I told Jesus to let me obey, and Jesus, all
goodness, passed His holy hand from my throat to my stomach, making
it go down to my stomach so that I could digest it; in such a way that I
did not bring it up, as I usually do every day that whatever I take, I bring
up. Infinite goodness of Jesus for me, who am the littlest and poorest
creature.
Then, after this, I remained afflicted, because I thought that They would
take me with Them; and since They didn’t, I felt sad. And Jesus, to
cheer me, placed Himself with His face in front of my chest, and as He
breathed over me, a light came out of His breath, that served not only
for my soul, but also to recompose my whole body. As the breath would
cease, my body would fall apart; and Jesus, to cheer me, said to me:
“My daughter, courage, don’t you see that the mere breath and light of
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