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to receive It. It would drown you with Communions, so many It wants to
give you.

“With reason, with justice and by right, the Communion of My Will was
to be without limits and not subject to being consumed, because It is

origin, means and end of the creature, and therefore she was to be able
to receive It in such a way that It could never, never be lacking to her. In
fact, something that is origin, means and end must be in continuous act

of giving itself, and of being received. If it were not so, her origin of
living and the means to sustain herself would be lacking for the poor
creature; and she would lose the end that she must reach. Therefore,
My infinite Wisdom could never allow that the Communion of My Will be

limited for them.

“On the other hand, the Sacramental Communion was not given as

origin of creatures, nor as end, but it was given as means, help,
refreshment and medicine; and the means, the helps, etc., are given in
a limited way they are not perennial. This is why the veils of the
Sacramental Accidents are subject to being consumed; more so, since

if creatures love to receive Me continuously, there is the great
Communion of the Eternal Fiat, that is in act of giving Itself continuously
to them. Yet, you were afflicting and almost troubling yourself, as you

were thinking that the Sacramental Species were consumed. You had
no reason to afflict yourself, because inside and outside of you there is
the Communion of My Will, that is not subject to undergoing any

consummation. Its Life is always in Its fullness, nor could My Love
tolerate that the little daughter of Our Will be unable to receive Our
Divine Life, always new and continuous.”

Then, after this, I continued to feel sick, and while doing the round in the
Creation to follow the acts of the Supreme Will, I felt a note of sadness
within me, because obedience had imposed on me to obey in letting my

sickness be taken away, while I was longing for Heaven. I would have
wanted to make a jump from the middle of Creation in order to reach my
yearned for Fatherland, praying the heavens, the stars, the sun and all

created things to accompany me.

In fact, since one was the Fiat that gave us life, I had my rights that they
should not leave me alone, but should all follow me up to the Eternal

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