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himself, in such a way that it rendered him immobile to doing good. And

my dear Jesus, in order to put to flight the darkness of this night so
deep, in which man had rendered himself the prisoner of his own

tenebrous will, to the point of losing the motion of doing good, chose the

sweet prison of His Mama and, voluntarily, exposed Himself to the
immobility of nine months.

My child, if you knew how martyred was my maternal Heart in seeing

little Jesus in my little womb, immobile, crying, sighing…. His ardent

heartbeat palpitated so very strongly; fidgeting with love, He made His
heartbeat heard in every heart, to ask them for pity’s sake for their

souls, so as to enclose them in the light of His Divinity, because for love
of them He had voluntarily exchanged light for darkness so that all

might obtain true light in order to reach safety. My dearest child, who

can tell you what my little Jesus suffered in my womb? Unheard-of and
indescribable pains. He was endowed with full reason He was God and

Man; and His love was so great that He put as though aside the infinite

seas of joys, of happiness, of light, and plunged His tiny Humanity into
the seas of darkness, of bitternesses, of unhappiness, of miseries,

which creatures had prepared for Him. And little Jesus took them all

upon His shoulders, as if they were His own. My child, true love never
says ‘enough’. It does not look at the pains, and by dint of pains it

searches for the loved one; and when it lays down its life to give life
back to the beloved, then is it content.

My child, listen to your Mama; see what great evil it is to do your will:

not only do you prepare the night for your Jesus and for yourself, but

you form seas of bitternesses, of unhappiness and of miseries, in which
you remain so engulfed as to be unable to escape. Therefore, be

attentive; make Me happy by saying to Me: “I want to do always the

Divine Will.”

Now listen, my child: little Jesus, in spasms of love, is in the act of
taking the step to come out to the light of the day. His yearnings, His

ardent sighs and desires for He wants to embrace the creature, to make

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