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Day Twenty One
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will. Rising
Sun. Full Midday. The Eternal Word in our Midst.
The soul to her Queen Mama: Most sweet Mama, my poor heart feels
the extreme need to come onto your maternal knees to confide to You
my little secrets and to entrust them to your maternal Heart. Listen, oh!
my Mama, in looking at the great prodigies that the Divine Fiat operated
in You, I feel it is not given to me to imitate You because I am little,
weak; and then, the tremendous struggles of my existence, which crush
me and leave me but a breath of life.
My Mama, oh, how I would want to pour my heart into Yours, to let You
feel the pains that embitter me and the fear that tortures me that I may
fail to do the Divine Will. Have pity, O Celestial Mother, have pity. Hide
me in your Heart and I will lose the memory of my evils, to remember
only to live of Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven, Mother of Jesus:
Dearest child, do not fear, trust your Mama; pour everything into my
Heart, and I will take everything into account. I will be your Mama, I will
change your pains into light, and will use them to expand the
boundaries of the Kingdom of the Divine Will in your soul.
Therefore, put everything aside for now, and listen to Me; I want to tell
you what little King Jesus operated in my maternal womb, and how your
Mama did not lose even one breath of little Jesus.
My child, the little Humanity of Jesus kept growing, united hypostatically
with the Divinity. My maternal womb was so very narrow, dark there
was not a glimmer of light. And I could see Him in my maternal womb,
immobile, enveloped in a deep night. But do you know what formed this
darkness, so intense, for the Infant Jesus? The human will, in which
man had voluntarily enveloped himself; and for as many sins as he
committed, so many abysses of darkness he formed around and within
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