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Kingdom. But man does not want to come to meet this love, therefore it
            is necessary to use justice.”


            And while He was saying this, He showed an immense brazier of fire
            coming out of the earth; and those who were near it were invested by

            that fire, and disappeared. I was left frightened, and I pray and hope
            that my beloved Good will placate Himself.


            November 19, 1926
            How the Divine Will is agonising in the midst of creatures, and how
            It wants to go out of this state.


            My always lovable Jesus, drawing me into His adorable Will, made me
            see and feel the painful conditions in which the ingratitudes of creatures

            put Him; and sighing with sorrow, He said to me: “My daughter, the
            pains of My Divine Will are unutterable and inconceivable to the human
            nature. My Will is in all creatures, but It is in the nightmare of a terrible
            and harrowing agony, because instead of giving It dominion, to let It

            carry out Its life in them, they keep It repressed, giving It no freedom to
            act, to breathe, to palpitate. So, the human will acts, it breathes freely, it
            palpitates as it wants, while Mine is there only to serve it, to contribute

            to their acts, and to remain within their acts, agonizing, suffocated by
            the rattle of an agony of long centuries.


            “My Will writhes inside the creatures, in the nightmare of an agony so
            harrowing; and Its writhings are the remorses of conscience, the
            disillusions, the setbacks, the crosses, the tiredness of life, and

            everything that can bother the poor creatures; because it is right that,
            since they keep a Divine Will crucified and always in the rattle of agony,
            the Divine Will call them with Its writhing, unable to do otherwise,
            because It does not have dominion. Who knows whether, entering

            themselves, in seeing the unhappiness that their bad will brings to
            them, they might give It a little breath and respite from Its harrowing
            agony.


            “This agony of My Will is so painful, that My Humanity, that wanted to
            suffer it in the Garden of Gethsemane, reached the point of seeking
            help from My very Apostles and even that I did not obtain; and the

            spasm was such that I sweated living Blood. And feeling Myself

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