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Kingdom. But man does not want to come to meet this love, therefore it
is necessary to use justice.”
And while He was saying this, He showed an immense brazier of fire
coming out of the earth; and those who were near it were invested by
that fire, and disappeared. I was left frightened, and I pray and hope
that my beloved Good will placate Himself.
November 19, 1926
How the Divine Will is agonising in the midst of creatures, and how
It wants to go out of this state.
My always lovable Jesus, drawing me into His adorable Will, made me
see and feel the painful conditions in which the ingratitudes of creatures
put Him; and sighing with sorrow, He said to me: “My daughter, the
pains of My Divine Will are unutterable and inconceivable to the human
nature. My Will is in all creatures, but It is in the nightmare of a terrible
and harrowing agony, because instead of giving It dominion, to let It
carry out Its life in them, they keep It repressed, giving It no freedom to
act, to breathe, to palpitate. So, the human will acts, it breathes freely, it
palpitates as it wants, while Mine is there only to serve it, to contribute
to their acts, and to remain within their acts, agonizing, suffocated by
the rattle of an agony of long centuries.
“My Will writhes inside the creatures, in the nightmare of an agony so
harrowing; and Its writhings are the remorses of conscience, the
disillusions, the setbacks, the crosses, the tiredness of life, and
everything that can bother the poor creatures; because it is right that,
since they keep a Divine Will crucified and always in the rattle of agony,
the Divine Will call them with Its writhing, unable to do otherwise,
because It does not have dominion. Who knows whether, entering
themselves, in seeing the unhappiness that their bad will brings to
them, they might give It a little breath and respite from Its harrowing
agony.
“This agony of My Will is so painful, that My Humanity, that wanted to
suffer it in the Garden of Gethsemane, reached the point of seeking
help from My very Apostles and even that I did not obtain; and the
spasm was such that I sweated living Blood. And feeling Myself
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