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happy; yet, apparently, to the human eye, this happiness disappears.
Therefore, it seems that this happiness spoken by Jesus clashes if one

thinks of His pains, of those of the Sovereign Queen, and of my own
state, the least of His creatures.”

But while I was thinking about this, my sweet Jesus, surprising me, told
me: “My daughter, there is an immense difference between one who
must form a good, a kingdom, and one who must receive it in order to

enjoy it. I came upon earth to expiate, to redeem, to save man; and in
order to do this I had to receive the pains of creatures, and take them
upon Myself as if they were My own. My Divine Mama, who was to be
Co-Redemptrix, was not to be dissimilar from Me; rather, the five drops

of blood that She gave Me from Her most pure Heart in order to form
My little Humanity, came out of Her crucified Heart. For Us the pains
were offices that We came to fulfil, therefore they were all voluntary

pains, not impositions of a fragile nature.

“However, you must know that in spite of so many pains of Ours, that
We had in order to carry out Our office, highest happiness, unending

and ever new joys, continuous paradise, were inseparable from Me and
from My Queen Mother. It was easier for Us to separate from Our pains
because they were not things intrinsic to Us, things of nature, but things

of office than to separate from the sea of the immense happinesses
and joys that the nature of Our Divine Will, that We possessed,
produced in Us as things that were Our own and intrinsic to Us.

“Just as the nature of the sun is to give light, and that of water to
quench one’s thirst, that of fire to warm and to turn everything into fire

and if they did not do so, they would lose their nature so it is the nature
of My Will to make happiness, joy and paradise arise, wherever It
reigns. Will of God and unhappiness does not exist, nor can exist; or, Its
complete fullness does not exist, and this is why the rivulets of the

human will form bitternesses for the poor creature. For Us, because the
human will had no access into Us, happiness was always at its peak,
the seas of joys were inseparable from Us. Even when I was on the

Cross, and My Mama was crucified at My Divine feet, perfect happiness
never disassociated from Us; and if this could happen, I would have had
to go out of the Divine Will, disassociate Myself from the Divine nature,
and act only with the human will and nature.

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