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Me sips of Life, and so I regained Life to continue My agony,
and return again to die. This was the ninth excess of My

Love: to agonize and to die of Love continuously for the
creature. O! what a long agony of nine months! O! how Love
suffocated Me and made Me die. Had I not had the Divinity
with Me, which gave Me Life again every time I was about

to finish, Love would have consumed Me before coming out
to the light of day.”

Then He added: “Look at Me, listen to Me, how I agonize,
how My Heart beats, pants, burns. Look at Me now I die.”
And He remained in deep silence.

I felt myself dying; my blood froze in my veins, and,
trembling, I said to Him: “My love, my life, do not die, do

not leave me alone. You want love, and I will love You; I will
not leave You ever again. Give me Your flames to be able to
love You more, and be consumed completely for You.”

Prayer of Consecration to the Holy Divine Will
O Adorable and Divine Will, here I am, before the Immensity of Your
Light, that Your Eternal Goodness may Open to me the Doors, and

make me
enter into It, to Form my Life all in You, Divine Will.
Therefore, prostrate before Your Light, I, the littlest among all creatures,
Come, O Adorable Will, into the little group of the First Children of Your

Supreme Fiat.
Prostrate in my nothingness, I Beseech and Implore Your Endless

Light, that It may want to Invest me and Eclipse everything that does
not belong to You, in such a way that I may do nothing other than Look,
Comprehend, and Live in You, Divine Will.
It shall be my Life, the Centre of my intelligence, the Enrapturer of my

heart and of my whole being. In this heart the human will shall no longer
have life; I shall banish it forever, and shall form the New Eden of
Peace, of

Happiness, and of Love. With It I shall always be Happy; I shall have a
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