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Now, you must know that Saint Joseph and I looked at each other with
modesty, and we felt our hearts swollen, because each one wanted to
let the other know that we were bound to God with a vow of perennial
virginity. Finally, silence was broken, and we both manifested our vow.
Oh! how happy we felt; and thanking the Lord, we protested to live
together as brother and sister. I was most attentive in serving him; we
looked at each other with veneration, and the dawn of peace reigned in
our midst. Oh! if all would reflect themselves in Me by imitating Me…. I
adapted Myself very much to the ordinary life; I let nothing appear
outside of the great seas of grace that I possessed.
Now, listen to Me, my child: in the house of Nazareth I felt ignited more
than ever, and I prayed that the Divine Word would descend upon
earth. The Divine Will, which reigned in Me, did nothing but invest all my
acts with light, with beauty, with sanctity, with power. I felt It was
forming the Kingdom of light within Me but a light that constantly arises;
the Kingdom of beauty, sanctity and power that always grows. So, all
the divine qualities, which the Divine Fiat extended within Me with Its
reigning, brought Me fecundity. The light that invaded Me was so great,
that my very humanity would remain so embellished and invested by
this Sun of the Divine Will, that it would do nothing but produce celestial
flowers. I felt Heaven lowering Itself down to Me, and the earth of my
humanity rising; and Heaven and earth embraced, reconciled, to
exchange the kiss of peace and of love. The earth disposed itself to
produce the seed in order to form the Just One, the Holy One; and
Heaven opened to let the Word descend into this seed.
I would do nothing but descend and ascend to my Celestial Fatherland,
and throw Myself into the paternal arms of my Celestial Father, saying
to Him with the heart: “Holy Father, I cannot endure any longer I feel
enflamed; and while I burn, I feel a powerful strength within Me that
wants to conquer You. With the chains of my love I want to bind You in
order to disarm You, that You may delay no more; but upon the wings
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