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contrary, my tears, my searching, and my sharp and intense sorrow,

resounded in His Heart. Yet, during those hours, so painful, He
sacrificed to the Divine Will His own Mama, the one whom He loves so

much, in order to show Me how I too, one day, was to sacrifice His very

Life to the Supreme Will.

In this unspeakable pain, I did not forget you, my beloved one. Thinking
that it would serve as an example for you, I kept it at your disposal, so

that you too, at the appropriate time, might have the strength to sacrifice

everything to the Divine Will. As Jesus finished speaking, we
approached Him reverently, and addressed Him with a sweet reproach:

“Son, why have You done this to us?” And He, with divine dignity,
answered us: “Why were you looking for Me? Did you not know that I

have come into the world to glorify my Father?” Having comprehended

the high meaning of such answer, and adored in it the Divine Will, we
returned to Nazareth.

Child of my maternal Heart, listen: when I lost my Jesus, the pain I felt

was so very intense; yet, a second one added to this that of your own
being lost. In fact, in foreseeing that you would go far from the Divine

Will, I felt deprived at once of the Son and of the daughter, and

therefore my Maternity suffered a double blow.

My child, when you are in the act of doing your will rather than that of
God, think that by abandoning the Divine Fiat, you are about to lose

Jesus and Me, and to fall into the kingdom of miseries and of vices.

Keep, then, your word, which you gave Me to remain indissolubly united
to Me and I will grant you the grace to never again let yourself be

dominated by your will, but exclusively by the Divine.

The Soul: Holy Mama, I tremble in thinking of the abysses into which

my will is capable of making me fall. Because of it, I can lose You, I can
lose Jesus, and all the celestial goods. Mama, if You do not help me, if

You do not surround me with the power of the light of the Divine Will, I
feel it is not possible for me to live of Divine Will with constancy.

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